mikyzachibiakuma

    I feel like a failure (I could barely find how to even spell "failure", that's how messed up I feel - I say "I FEEL", because that might not be what I actually am - just that today everything has gotten to me).    I think my cup is empty (it spilled Sunday, when my parents messed up my program by coming home waaay earlier than they initially said, it was my dad's birthday and I barely had time to tidy a bit around the house, not to mention go out and buy some sparkling wine and a cake like my mom asked me the previous day -  they went to the seaside on a half business - half pleasure trip for my dad, which they didn't actually enjoy - n

I finally found a job in HR at the main railway station. I hate it cause it's a big waste of my time and the people there are old fashioned and mentally and/or culturally limited, but I do have a pretty good salary and I can get free time as I please, so to say, (it's not that easy). Right now I took a month off for my exams, but that also means I don't get paid, but at least I get to keep the job (which I get it's a big deal). I just wished it were a more friendly environment (without so often fights, gossips and sneering among co-workers), I just don't want to get involved at all if possible. Also I wish they'd just let me study when they d

I've wanted to say smth. bout my current state, but my head is killing me, plus I'm kinda hungry n sleepy, not that anyone actually cares.